Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Fuck up with "jabberwocky" thought



The month of march treated me like some sort of a distorted being. I experienced lot of thoughts fucking my brains out, it's very stressful and nonsense. My mind was always thinking about frequent interactions with friends that i know in the University, it was so exhausting because every time when they were not around I'm always seeking them like some kind of a basic necessity. This experienced of mine really pesters me and affects a lot of changes in my working career: like when I'm talking in a midst of persuading and giving information with our product to a customer in my workplace, it retards my performance and hangs up my conscious thinking, the outcome of that behavior was a stuttered mouth articulation and unwell conversation with the customer and it ends up with minimal information that leads to obstruction of information to the customer. In this disturbed thought of mine. I should find my self a new perspective of living and that is learning the nature of life which is people are not always your everlasting companion they just come and go. I'm such a mawkish being.

In this preceding month of march. I'm looking forward to face it with courage and trying not to get confused with those unusual thoughts of mine.

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